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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Seeing the real you
Matthew
Class Of 2007
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I know I should have updated like half a million years ago, but life’s been sorta busy and I got myspace, facebook and deviantart that I’ve been updating.

So, I’m in Sweden at my grandmas’ house, my mom, dad and I all have jobs *HUZZAH*..*sort of*.. My dad is working with the same stuff as he did in turkey and my mom got a job at a local school. I work as a harvester of strawberries. Sounds like fun and kind of laid back huh? WRONG! I start at 6 am and it’s really, really, REALLY hard work physically. This morning it was pouring down like mad, and I was soaked to the bone before I even reached the right field. I think the polish people I’m working with are trying to kill me; they gave me the hardest parts to work on. The bushes were all filled with prickly and thorny plants, and I’m the only one that doesn’t use gloves! I can usually work for 3 hours without a break, but by the third hours I’m fooped! Today I worked for 4,5 hours! My knees are practically bleeding, and I’m sure I’ll die from some kind of chest cold. Anyway, it’s not well paid either..
Am I complaining too much?
Actually, it’s not that bad cuz I’m free from noon on, and it’s really close to my grandmas house. So those are the bright sides.
So yeah, we need an apartment, so please pray that we will find one that is big enough but still matches our wallet.

IT’S OVER!!!

xjx


Sunday, May 27, 2007

Currently Listening
Don't Forget to Breathe
By Static Lullaby
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How does one say goodbye?
I've done it several times before, but I still don't know how a goodbye is supposed to feel like.
I want to thank all of you who prayed for me last Friday, I might not have shown it, but it really moved me.
All of you, my friends, have made life a beautiful place for me these past 5 years.
You are the reason why I am who I am today, some of you I have to thank for all the encouragement and love.. a few others have brought less happy things to my life, but you know what they say. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. And I would say I'm a lot stronger today than I was before I met all of you here in Izmir.
I will always remember all the good times we've had together, and I hope you don't forget me either.
Moving will be hard, but as all challenges in my life, I see it as an adventure.. I just wish I had someone by my side during it, you know? I want to thank Hannah for remembering to pray for me to find a good partner in crime, I know I'm just 17, but anyone who knows me knows I would get married the day I turn 18 if I only found the right person. (Tells you something about how childish i still am) So.. please pray I'll stay out of trouble .. seriously though..
Anyway! I'll keep in touch as much as I can, but you guys have to remember to write me too, alright? And I'll come visit as soon as I can.
I'll see some of you on Tuesday..
until then.. goodbye
xjanniex


Monday, May 21, 2007

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Alright, so I know yall are absolutly dying to know what Istanbul was like. Well, I had some of the best days in my life, no kidding. Here a selected few photos from the visit, there lottsa lottsa more at my myspace.
The Merchendise I made for Zimpara©, I've been wanting to show it for a long time now. But now I got it copyrighted and it officially belongs to Zimpara©
Zimpara - Tshirt The Fall Of An Empire
And this is what my Zimpara tshirt looks like But mine actally looks better. I'll prolly wear it on friday.
Zimpara white t-shirt
Here's a little bit of sunshine I captured with my pencil.
I've never really made a portrait before, so bare with me.
Zachary
Me Ashley and Kevin, man we had some fun times. I'm gonna miss them like crazy.
The Call Of The Midgets
Me and Matty Man that boy cracks me up
The newly invented face-hug
The Face-Hug
The serious bunch (gotta love ashleys face, she can't see a thing. Zach broke her glasses, haha!)
The Fall
Four awesome people! They'r such beautifuls!
The Fourth
Something I'll keep forever- The memory
The Memory
The twin.. man andrew, I want your teeth! Just look at that.. and your eyes-- and your lips.. and, and, and!!! Your just so beautiful!
The Twin
Lol, look at ashley... hahahahaha! wait hold up! Are they holding hands? No wonder they are both smiling like dorks! tsk tsk tsk.

The Truth
The Shreket! You gotta love Zachies face.
Well, basically we were trying to figure out if Matthew was attracted to me. See, if your pupils are big
when you look at someone (like bigger that they usually would be) it means you are interested or attracted.
Mattys pupils were tiny, but he kept saying is was just cuz of the sun in his eyes (haha!) so we were trying to
block it out.
The Shreket
One of the last pictures-- look at kevin.. he looks like a sea-monster or something. It looks like Kati is holding my leg, don't worry, thats my hand.
The Liberation
So yeah, basically we had a blast. I wish me and Ashley would have had a camera on the bus on the way there, it would have been crrrrazy. I love you so much girl, you have no idea.
So, I made a mental list of everythin exited I did in istanbul :
Had a looong political disscussion with a turkish man I've never met before
Teased a complete stranger about his girlfriends bag he was holding
Saw a guy with awesome dreadlocks
Saw about a billion guys with lip piercings/spacers (i swear me and ashley were about to faint)
Almost got my bellybutton pierced, decided not to cuz ashleys parents wanted her to do it in Bodrum
Went underwear shopping, lol!
Stole a no smoking sign
Stole a ninja-trurtle-mask
Made a new friend
Invented the face-hug
Got in trouble with 2 teachers
Heard my song for the first time
Got red paint smeard all over my face
Sat on a gigantic bull
Modeled for a photographer
Got my eardrums blown out by Zimpara
Did a lot of strange things on busses
Almost got run over by a cabel car
Saved Zachary from getting run over by the Jandarma
Used up 500 kontör in less than 4 days. (msgs only)
I prolly missed a million things.. but those are some of the main memories.
love yall

xJanniex


 



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